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[Want2bsissy]

Hi all new well ok not new but closeted sissy here who loves panties and wishes he could be in diapers and sissy dresses at home. Also has anyone started off straight and become either bi curious or come to prefer men over women? Just wondering as i have become bi curious and well am trying to satisfy the curiosity that i feel

[Betty]

Welcome to the group. It was the opposite with me. I started out gay, & over the years became bi-curious.

It happened long ago when I discovered so many gay males can't seem to pair off into a relationship without having sex with others outside the relationship & cheating. Many of the gay singles were outright whores, going through many sex partners in a very short period of time, & it was often with people they hardly knew.

This was at a time during the AIDS epidemic, when so many were suffering or dead from the disease, but so many gays seemed totally oblivious about it, like they simply didn't think they'd catch it, didn't seem to care, or decided to just totally ignore the threat... especially in gay bars after a couple of drinks.

Many of the ones that survived that era, caught other diseases, or were lucky enough to have caught it late during the epidemic when very expensive treatments were developed that helped people with AIDS survive for decades instead of months or a couple years. But make no mistake about it, the disease or complications related to it still do eventually kill them.

This carelessness, & frequent multiple sex partners among most gay males was a mega turn-off for me even before AIDS, with the threat of a painful, & fatal disease on top of that... which everybody seemed to be carelessly catching, I walked away from it all. I decided to abandon gay life.

Over the years of no male partners anymore, I found myself mildly attracted to some women occasionally.

[jeangurl]

Betty
I think many of us who are still alive and relatively healthy have gone through similar experiences and life cycles as yourself.
I started as I thought, a heterosexual youth with a series of girlfriends but not a lot of sex then occasional Gay sex then introduced to wearing girls clothes although I had been an occasional panty wearer since a boy.
I found I got satisfaction of a kind just dressing and of course much safer when AIDS etc was flourishing.
Now I am at an age where dressing and dreaming is as good as it gets
Luv Jeangurl

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[Angela M...]

Welcome, Want2bsissy, I suppose I could say I started off straight even though I was convinced from an early age I was a girl. Unable to convince my parents or my doctor, I just progressed through life acting the boy parts. I had many girl friends and a few intimacies along the way but I also had Gay friends that I considered close but not intimate with. As I got older I considered that perhaps I was bi-curious as I looked at boys as well as girls but due to distances I never had any serious contact. I have been wearing girls clothes since I was about 4 or 5 and only ever had one pair of boy briefs for doctors appointments. I have worn panties and tights most of my life and I have some girls clothes for when I get the urge but I sure wish I had all the wonderful clothes I have purged over the years trying to be the man my father wanted. I have talked to several male friends over the years exchanging intimacies of what we would do if we could be together but distance was always a factor preventing actual contact.